My. Ending.

You are my lover,
my friend,
and everyday I think I'm falling more and more in-love with you.
I want you to hold me,
hide me.
I love you so much my heart screams it.
I feel like I'm ablout to explode.
I can't sleep at night because thoughts of you fill my head.
You have captured my heart on every way.
To tell you honestly,
I'm afraid.
Afraid that one day I'll screw up,
and that I'll lose you forever.
I'm scared of my temper,
and my self-control.
I want you to love me and hold me close.
Please hold me closer.
I love you so much.
Please just hold me closer.


This is thanks to Joker Rose (jokerrose.blogspot.com) he told me i should personilze it mre, any ideas?? thanks.

Metallic Salt

Hello little girl,
with eyes made by tears,
porcelain lips of red,
and the face of shattered glass.
Do you feel your pain?
Do you understand your reality?

Don't worry, little girl,
it's not like I see.
See your pain,
your suffering.
Chipped nails of cheerful red with blood stained arms that scream,
"Come back to me".
Blade to your wrists,
your body screams in desire for more silver metal.

"To taste the lips of Lucifer"
they say to you, with eyes glazed over by lust for more bloodshed.
I want to save you from metallic red,
keep that salt from flowing away.
I want you in one piece,
alive and here by me,
for whom else will I trust when you are gone?